Tuesday, February 23, 2010

2/23/2010

Insight:
If at any time I find myself with free time there's a couple of these things I can just do, they just need to pop up in my head with enough force for me to notice them.

Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly
went to bed at two, woke up at 6 to head to Ihop for some free pancakes. Didn't sleep the rest of the day even though everyone else passed out.

Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)
Did a full routine before bed now, it's like a requirement to passing out.

Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages
Tudo Bem: "Wuz poppin" [Portuguese] (Cristal)
Cuidese: Take care [Spanish] (Xian)
Oishi: Tasty, delicious [Japanese] (Xian)
Jak tam stary: What's good pimpin [Polish] (Borga)
Que hubo: What's up [Spanish] (Xian)
Je t'aime mon petit ami: My boyfriend, I love you [French](Pyro)

I've got to get a lot more by the end of the month so I'm going to try to hit it double time.

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Musical: Listen to only classical music
listened to more Beethoven and also a lot of Bach's Mass.

Creative: Practice better penmanship
Wrote notes with a bigger focus to handwriting.

Emotional: Hug 5 people
Long day, I think I got them, especially if you count the dog. (Dog's are people?!)
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Monday, February 22, 2010

2/22/2010

Insight:
practice active truthfulness
actively seek truth

There's a big difference between practicing active truth and being as honest as you have to. True too is that it's different to seek truth than to accept it as it comes.

Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly
went to bed at 11 woke up at 7 on my own. was surprised to be up so early because I felt as though I had slept quite a lot.

Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)
Right before bed I stretched out, full routine now, starting with tennis ball on the feet and moving up.

Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages
J'ai la fievre: I have a fever [French]
Raison d'etre: reason to be [French]

Musical: Listen to only classical music
Beethoven piano sonatas today. Pathetique and Moonlight, no tears shed though.

Creative: Practice better penmanship
I wrote a few notes and worked on a letter.

Emotional: Hug 5 people
0 Hugs : (
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2/21/2010

Insight:
I updated the past few days today. I was realizing that some things were slipping and didn't want to be honest with it about myself. Part of this is the thought that if I'm honest with myself about failure then I've got to be hard on myself about it too. Looking back over the past few days logged though I can see I did do some things and slacked on others, I learned things and I should apply that to the future.

Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards. - Soren kierkegaar

Staying positive is such a part of my methodology now, but in situations where I don't know how to be anything but negative I enter into a bit of a stasis. I know that previous to any shift, my old self would have abandoned this project for that reason.

I had a talk with a friend a couple weeks ago about taking pride in your work, doing things the best you can do. I believe that, but right now would be a good example of when strictly thinking that way is detrimental to progress. I know that if I wanted to I could do all of the things in this project without failure. I could go door to door selling hugs, set aside time for writing, go to free yoga near St. Marks every day to stretch. These are all good ideas even, but the goal isn't just to do these things, it's to find a positive way to have them enter my life, and dealing with conflicts is important for resolving them.

How can I make things that don't necessarily perfectly fit into my life, fit into my life.

How can I better see something as objectively beneficial, emulate change, and create a shift.

sow seeds of knowledge and let them grow organically.

if they grow strong harvest their bounty and if they are weak nurture them.

Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly
Fell asleep late, 5 or so and woke up around 11.

Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)
I stretched during the classes a couple times when I was participating.

Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages
Dunno if this should be considered cheating, but when I looked it up it said they are not to be confused with each other.
Peut-etre: Maybe (French) [Claire]
Peut etre: May be (French)
Fleischwurst: Bologna (German) [Just remembered this, was told it meant meat sweats a few years ago]

Musical: Listen to only classical music
Didn't listen to any music. I've been whistling quite a lot now, and singing along to songs that are definitely not classical. I almost bumped some tunes last night, I've been aching for it really. Even though I've listened to some music that wasn't classical through the month I haven't played the music I've wanted to hear, the stuff I listen to invokes an emotional response that brings me closer to how I want to feel all the time.

Creative: Practice better penmanship
I've written some haphazard notes on the tiny moleskine. My handwriting is abysmal but I did decide that I want to be able to write notes and letters in good pen. I've always just excused the bad handwriting when writing something out instead of realizing that something well written is a nice touch. The handwriting should be reflective of the extra time, care, and thought put into something.

Emotional: Hug 5 people
Had my hug me sign on and got a couple of hugs at the classes today. That easily topped my five. I think I could have gotten more if I was a little more bubbly, despite the hug me sign I don't think I was all that approachable.
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2/20/2010

Insight:
I'm still not sure where the experiment should fall into priorities, but if I don't put some value on these things many just don't happen.

Thought of this while in a slightly altered mindstate:
It's not the grass might be greener, it's that it couldn't possibly be so brown.
apparently inebriation brings out the cynic in me.

Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly
Stayed up late after poker and went to the diner. Then listened to some Rashid Ansari and passed out around 4:30, woke up around 10.

Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)
stretched some problem areas that I remembered to, likely didn't get 20 minutes.

Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages
Didn't learn any new sayings.

Musical: Listen to only classical music
Went to Pyro's, he apologized for not having classical to bump, listened to other things, felt the music a bit.

Creative: Practice better penmanship
Started writing a song, handwriting no good but I've got a little moleskine with me now to bring everywhere.

Emotional: Hug 5 people
Got plenty of hugs at the party.
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2/19/2010

Insight:
I went to Irish's today to do some art. I realized I haven't been expressing myself creatively enough. It was a ton of fun, we went out and looked around for some found objects underneath an apartment building, digging through garbage to find something from years past that invoked some response and thus had some worth. I ended up finding a quote book that I'm just in love with at the moment, I'm gonna be cutting it up and decoupaging a sculpture with some of my favorites.

Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly
Woke up early but started wasting time before productivity. I need to get better at getting things that need to get done done.

Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)
No stretching.

Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages
Decouper: Cut out (French) [decoupage is derived from]

Musical: Listen to only classical music
Irish bumped a classical station from his computer and later switched to an audiobook, so no cheating today.

Creative: Practice better penmanship
didn't write much.

Emotional: Hug 5 people
Got my five, but not entirely sure where: Sonya, Irish, Xian, Borga, Erik?
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Thursday, February 18, 2010

2/18/2010

Insight:
I'm slacking. Other Excuses.

Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly
Went to bed at 2, woke up a little after eight naturally, had alarms but they didn't end up doing anything.

Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)
Stretched briefly a couple times during the day, corrected my posture when I remembered to.

Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages
I didn't learn any new phrases.


Musical: Listen to only classical music
I listened to Chopin and Beet again.

Creative: Practice better penmanship
Wrote a couple lists, didn't write any more of a letter but did think about what I want to write.

Emotional: Hug 5 people
4 hugs. borga, xian, cristal sonya.
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2/17/2010

Insight:

Maybe it's the change that we're afraid of, not because we might find something bad, but because we might find something good that's been there all along.

It's scary to think that all this time spent could have been better.

Better to think of that spent time and those saved memories collecting interest paying off in a hefty dividend.

Keep looking for the good!

Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly
I went to bed at 4 or so, much more tired than I've been before. Definitely late, but woke up at 9 naturally and wasn't tired, which leaves me hopeful that a lasting change has happened in my sleep cycle. I didn't hit my six hours, but I think this will lead me to being more tired tonight, I should be able to catch up fine.


Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)
Stretched after my shower before going to bed, definitely needed it.

Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages
This is coming along nicely, I've got a few bilingual friends so it works out nicely.
schweinhund: Pig-dog (German)[Borga]
Na zdrovyeh: To Health (Russian) [Community]
Prosze: Thank you/Please (Polish) [Borga]
Nao fode nem deixa foder: Does not and does not let %^*& (Portuguese) [Cristal]

Musical: Listen to only classical music
I've come home, I've got a long classical playlist that I can become much better acquainted with. Beethoven's 9th and Chopin's Nocturne 1, 2, and 3 were the stars today.

Creative: Practice better penmanship
I started my first letter, my script needs a lot of work. I've been writing a lot of lists too, definitely keeping me on track with a lot of other things by doing that.

Emotional: Hug 5 people
Didn't get my five hugs, but that didn't stop me from getting a couple real quality ones.
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Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Update

I haven't been updating as I've been away from a computer for a few days now. I just got back home from staying with my uncle in Pennsylvania.

I'm home now, I've been neglecting the experiment and in part this was because I told myself that some things in my environment were out of my control. Now that I'm back in my natural habitat I don't have the luxury of that excuse. While hindsight may be 20/20, I did see this coming, I just didn't do anything to stop it. This is a priority now, high on my list of hierarchal needs.

The halfway mark has come and gone, I haven't been active enough some things while others have made a graceful transition into my life. Last night I decided that as I was back I could stay up a little later, until 4 or so and still woke up at 9 naturally. I feel it when I haven't stretched, I notice when I'm not listening to classical, I try to pick up the phrases in other languages that I hear around me and I'm never getting enough hugs.

As to penmanship I've gotten a little self conscious. To say it better: I've gotten good enough to realize how bad I really am. This isn't a productive feeling though, I've got to be proactive. From now on I'll be scribing a letter a day. If writing only sometimes has only shown me that I'm not writing well and by realizing that I write less I'm not attacking the problem at the root. With daily writing assignments I'll have to learn to write better.

I have other ideas, but they should show through in the coming days.

In the wise words of Bon Iver (I miss ya buddy)
"Everything that happens is from now on"
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Friday, February 12, 2010

2/12/2010

Insight:
I realized that in the past while I've looked to improve myself by removing some weaknesses I have overlooked others.

"Pain is weakness leaving the body"

Grow and learn from all experiences and no pain will be for nought

No longer looking to be a little groggy in the morning, as best I can from now: once I'm up I'm up.

I told Nikkie I would E-mail her earlier this week, I'd started it but hadn't sent it out. For the most part with the lists I've been able to keep up with who I need to contact with E-mail and Phone, I need to get better still. She told me to break more promises. It's a hard balance between wanting to be a man of my word and the desire to take on more responsibilities, If I try and pick up a whole lot of things a few may slip, but this may be the best way, I'll give it a shot.

Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly
fell asleep around 1, woke up at 7:30 and snapped out of bed. Was productive. Ended up falling asleep in the car to avoid listening to the wrong kind of music.

Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)
Periodic stretching of problem areas from the hill runs, calves, stretching out my forearms too. Until stretching with Justin I didn't realize how inflexible my shoulders were laterally, so I've been trying to focus on that too. As kind of a stretch I've decided I need to improve my posture while sitting, it definitely has led towards shorter hamstrings.

Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages
I learned a couple in the car ride to DC:
Semper Ube Sub Ube - always wear under wear (Latin) [Zac]
Zut Alors - Well %^&* (French) [Janine]

Musical: Listen to only classical music
Slept and moved away from the wrong kind of music, Mr. Cohn played the piano a bit but otherwise no classical today.

Creative: Practice better penmanship
Started writing, my project seems more daunting now as I have plans to leave, I hope to find the time to do it.

Emotional: Hug 5 people
Back to the "Hug Me!" sign. I hugged all the regulars in the gym and got a few from some of the waitresses at hooters. They need hugs too! Probably somewhere around 10 different people altogether so I'm starting to make up for the deficit.
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Thursday, February 11, 2010

2/11/2010

Insight:
I had a dream about listening to all sorts of music I shouldn't have. I was rolling down quaint rocky streets in New Orleans, critiquing Danny Devito's latest scheme of turning Staples into a tiny gift farm, all the while headed to a Mason Jennings concert. This was after I had spent a while on the schoolyard making mix CDs for the pretty girls, with all the songs I had grown to appreciate, I remember thinking in hindsight that I hadn't even thought of the songs that had always made a strong connection with me. Those girls got rubbish CDs, I know it.

Today was great, for a workout we played Bananagram, if you aren't familiar with the game you take 7 letter tiles out of a bag, flip them simultaneously, and whenever someone has used all of their tiles to make connected words, scrabble-like, they say peel and everyone takes another letter. We put the bag at the bottom of the hill by the water at Zac's house, and played in his dining room. Ended up being a bit more than 40 hill sprints through two and a half feet of snow. Always great to give yourself a reason to stretch.

If the task at hand looks too daunting just keep your head down and keep going forward, it's only another lap through the snow before you find a place for that Q tile.

Keep moving forward: you'll reach your goal.

Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly
Went to be at 1, woke up at 8:15 naturally, a good balance I might be getting closer to falling into my natural rhythm


Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)
After a hardy bout of snow-nana-gram Zac and I stretched it all out, went through a pretty good lower body routine. Well over 20!

Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages
I learned a lot of new ones today just by asking the people around me. Eva gave me Tashi Dele which is Hello in Tibetan. Janine handed over a slew of french and arabic phrases. Some of my favorites were "Je pense que tu es belle" which is I think you're beautiful in French and "Busa" which means a kiss on each cheek in Arabic.

Musical: Listen to only classical music
Listened to soft Classical through stretching and in the background during dinner. These are good times for it.

Creative: Practice better penmanship
I've been writing a lot more in my book, trying to write my best more and more, proper with the arm. Wrote up a contract for Snow-nanagram making Zac agree to no foul play. Signed it and realized I should probably work on my signature.

Emotional: Hug 5 people
Hugs on hold but should be back in DC tomorrow to collect what I'm owed, with interest.
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2/10/2010

Insight:
I've lost some gusto so I'll be doing my best to rededicate. I don't think it's entirely uncalled for, between bedrest and lots of snow other things have become more important, at least for the time being. In the end though I hope to be able to bring a balance between what I need to do and what has to be done.

Stay positive.

Sometimes you are in an inescapable unpleasant situation, do your best to fight negativity with positivity and show no cracks in your indomitable spirit.

Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly
Right on time into bed and up a little later, I'm thinking this is a good thing though, when it feels right to cut back I will.

Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)
I stretched for a couple short sessions through the day, will become better friends with the tennis ball tomorrow. I noticed while running in the snow outside that my hamstrings were really tight, It's been true in the past, but I'm starting to think now that the only way to really get that to change is to stretch a lot more often.

Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages
Didn't touch on this today.

Musical: Listen to only classical music
Cheated a bit, I recall one instance where it would have been easy to switch to classical music but I didn't. I've got to get some CDs and immerse myself proper.

Creative: Practice better penmanship
I'm writing more notes, and decided today to undergo a pretty serious penmanship project, it's on the DL for now but I'm excited to make it happen.

Emotional: Hug 5 people
I'm going to refer to the 4 person dilemma again.
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2/9/2010

Insight:
Lot's of snow.

When the going gets tough, the tough get going

Stay positive, stay proactive.


Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly

I've been a little sick and have just been sleeping like a brick, not snapping right out of bed and feeling like for now that's probably a good thing, definitely getting my 6 hours in a night, usually more, a couple days ago (the blank post) I think I got 14.


Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)

Zac and I stretch for a bit after swimming and hitting the hot tub, nice and relaxed, felt great!


Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages

I've changed this to be 100 total phrases in at least ten different languages, with no more than ten in a language. I started writing out my list and I feel like I'm closer than I may have realized. The goal here would be more than just writing it in a list though, I'd be looking for retention and appropriate usage when possible.


Musical: Listen to only classical music
I need to rededicate some classical time, it's on in the car but I've been cheating a lot by purposefully overhearing or paying attention to other genres.


Creative: Practice better penmanship

I've been writing more notes, and generally keeping better track of things because of it. I can tell people that I'll do something and know because it's on a list that I will remember to do it.

Practice writing lists, better remember what's on them.

Emotional: Hug 5 people
I think this is more realistic in a social environment that has more than 4 other people. I'll be doing my best to catch up once my environment shifts.
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Wednesday, February 10, 2010

2/8/2010

Insight:
Ego has no place in a discussion of truth.
Pay it no mind as it comes and goes.
Otherwise it can only serve to do the opposite of it's original intent.

Spent a lot of this day in bed.
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Sunday, February 7, 2010

2/7/2010

Insight:
I am not free. I never was, but now I know it; that makes it different. - Electric ant

Between a little sick and a lot of snow haven't had much time for this
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Saturday, February 6, 2010

2/6/2010

Insight:
"Always do right, it will gratify some and astonish the rest" - Gandhi

shallow says a bird while gazing into a river, for how much he can see it is surely the truth.

The second line there spoke to me through the first, because what Gandhi said is powerful, and conceptually beautiful, but it's moments like we had today where we put aside differences and put other peoples needs before our best interests that we can realize how deep this river really is. I gotta learn to be a better swimmer, or maybe learn to dive.

A ton of snow today, everyone had to pull together and we ended up able to do some great things. It was made more apparent that in times of crisis it's really important to keep a good attitude (maybe that all the time!). With everyone forced to deal with eachother and to come together to accomplish a very hard thing it's easy for tensions to arise over trivialities. In the end though the deck and the driveway were shoveled out, a lot of trees were shaken so the weight of the snow didn't permanently damage them, we probably shoveled out a football field length path of snow into the street so that cars could get out. No plows down this road in Severna Park. On top of that we helped a man and his children shovel out a neighbor, who's wife insisted she pay us and we insisted (we won) that she keep the money or donate it.




Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly

Went to bed just about right on time, woke up to see about two feet of snow outside and headed out to shovel. Was able to clear the driveway and head in to start a fire before everyone was really up. Lots of energy, we all shoveled through the day, to lay still in bed at the night felt like an alien experience.

Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)
After all the shoveling my muscles were just about doing everything they could to beg to be stretched. I had decent session with a tennis ball, where a lack of energy to move really worked to my advantage. If I realize I haven't stretched now I'll try to find something physical I can do, otherwise I'll subscribe to Justin's pure movement warm up. If I attach it as a necessary end to being physical I'll start doing it more.

Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages
Watched once, picked up a couple new phrases

what a beautiful movie

Miluješ ho - [Czech] Do you love him
miluji těbe (milyu tay)- [Czech]I love you

An scannán is fearr ariamh - [Irish] the best film ever


Musical: Listen to only classical music

While we were making breakfast Eva brought a CD she had with the 100 greatest melodies of all time, a good amount of them were classical and it was cool to realize that they were mostly pretty recognizable. I'm still in music withdrawal though, I miss all my tunedudes.

Creative: Practice better penmanship

Just one note writting, we spent most of the day outside working so i'm not too concerned about missing this.
Emotional: Hug 5 people
snow hugs for me
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Friday, February 5, 2010

2/5/2010

Insight:
"We want to make good time, but for us now this is measured with emphasis on "good" rather than "time" and when you make that shift in emphasis the whole approach changes." -Pirsig

I read that and realized I hadn't been making good time with the right emphasis, and I realized how great walking places really is.


Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly

I went to bed a little late but still woke up early and had energy all through the day.

Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)
I haven't stretched nearly as much as I should have been. I'm thinking now that I should stretch after training or doing something physical and just make sure to do enough of that to get my stretching in. I stretched before bed but really only a bit.

Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages
My Idea here is to write out all one hundred phrases in my notebook, to keep track of how many I've learned along with telling me how many I need to learn. That should help my handwriting also!

Musical: Listen to only classical music

No classical music today, and a bit of music withdraw. I find myself singing to myself songs I didn't see any importance to before. Yesterday I sang "brush that dirt off my shoulder" and today I was singing Willy Mason and Paul Baribeau on a walk I took.

Creative: Practice better penmanship

I've been writing more notes, keeping better track of things with my notebook. I also figured out that if I write with my arm and keep my hand on the paper then my penmanship does improve. Writing with the arm off the paper makes it pretty silly. I also started writing my best for some notes, I'm thinking that will eventually effect my fast writing. For now it's similar to my methodology with Parkour: do it as slow as you have to to do it right.

do it write.

Emotional: Hug 5 people
I gave myself a bye on this today, I got a fair amount of hugs yesterday and since I'm not in or around a city I'm not in contact with as many people. It's not a great excuse but it's also not the situation I've adapted to for hugs, yet.
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Thursday, February 4, 2010

2/4/2010

Insight:
It is easy to hear, hard to listen.

To listen to someone is to value their words more than your own.

Listen and you will develop intuition.

Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly
I went to sleep a little towards the late side, 12:30 or so, woke up at 8 and was up and at 'em. I had energy all day and didn't take any naps. This is pretty much the best I could have hoped for as an effect. I had time to quietly reflect and was also up and good to walk with Janine to CoCo. It was nice to start the day off right, with a hug.

Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)
Stretched briefly when I got up, I think I need to learn a better routine.

Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages
Didn't learn any new phrases.

Musical: Listen to only classical music

Classical has been going great, listened Zac's Mozart channel on Pandora most of the day. While training Miles put on some retched sound and Zac changed it to the classical station.

'Miles put on some retched sound so Travis threw him to the ground' - Zac

Creative: Practice better penmanship
Got a notebook, trying to write more, seeing a little improvement in my handwriting. The small talk/big talk thing sounds good but it didn't pan out so well. It ended up being a semantic battle with myself to figure out where the line was drawn, but I did talk less because of it.

Emotional: Hug 5 people
I suppose this would lend well to handwriting as well. I made a "HUG ME!" sign and put it on my back. I got hugs from Skipper, Travis, and Miles. Walking around DC I was stopped by a couple of girls at the bus stop who wanted hugs. In Safeway I was given a hug by a nice lady with her child, he asked who I was and she told him "just a boy who wants to get hugged". She told me that there wasn't enough of this around.

I saw some people that really looked like they could use a hug, I offered to one and she said she doesn't hug nobody. Maybe I can help to change her mind!
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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

2/3/2010

Insight:
There seems to be an unnecessary amount of mental energy put forth to determine a hierarchy of importance amongst tasks at hand. From that seems to span a myriad of problems.

I noticed this at first when I decided I should shovel the snow, my thoughts first went to shoveling snow and then weighed through a couple other things I could do, eventually settling on the shovel. I think all too often having these thoughts delays me from doing what I know I need to do, and sometimes it even pacifies the desire to at all.

With so many choices how can we know which one is right? Be proactive, always do right and always move forward.

Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly
This is the first night that I got to bed close to midnight and went to sleep. I woke up around 7 naturally and got right up with a lot of energy. I shoveled the walk and the driveway and headed right in to update this blog, which while still the next day was about 7 hours sooner than I managed to do it the day before. I had more time to reflect in the morning and had a generally more peaceful and positive attitude throughout the day.

Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)
I'm going going to stretch briefly before going to sleep tonight. I need to make this a bigger priority. Zac showed me some techniques yesterday that I hope to continue using, and I realized my arms are not as flexible as I might have thought.

Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages
Justin shared a couple phrases with me while mopping the floors.
watashi wa neko otabi mas - I eat cats
Watashi no meishi desu - This is my namecard
I'm definitely not prioritizing this enough to get 100 by the end of the month, but I am asking different people for little phrases that they know.

Musical: Listen to only classical music
I didn't listen to enough classical music. I tried a bit on one comp to no avail and ended up murdering my ears a bit with some more contemporary noise that was on in the background.

Creative: Practice better penmanship
I've been thinking a lot about this but not doing it. Tomorrow I am going to buy a nice pad and pen and try not talking. I think this will foster a stronger desire to write. Small talk is fine, Big talk has to be written.

Emotional: Hug 5 people
I've been essentially hugging the same people, it's comfortable and wonderful but not really in the spirit of the experiment. I did get rejected for a hug though for the first time since I started this. I offered a hug to a lady at the Terra Cotta soldier exhibit at the National Geographic. She had shared a lot with us about the soldiers and I thought perhaps a sufficient bond had been made. Her and her research friend both giggled at it though and all I got was a handshake. I'd like to think that she wouldn't be allowed to hug someone coming to her place of work, but also that she could use a hug, and maybe the expressed intent was enough to brighten her day.
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2/2/2010

Insight:
To know is to love.
"The place to improve the world is first in one's own heart and head and hands, and then work outward from there." - Pirsig
To better understand the gap between what I want to do and doing it.

I talked with my friends mom, she told me about going back to her old farm in Poland and bringing one of her clients and their family with her. They went out to dig up some potatoes and she said that the children loved it, it was new to them, an adventure. It was something she remembers as a child as a terrible chore.

I want to approach things with a child-like sense of adventure. It makes me happy just thinking about it!

Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly
I'm still not sure exactly how long or what time this should be. I think I've settled on at least six hours between 12-8. I ended up talking until two or so. I didn't wake up from my alarm, probably a sign of not getting enough sleep. I had enough energy during the day but I ended up taking a nap during a long drive home in the snow. I don't know whether this is a sign of not getting enough sleep or maybe a sign that I should take naps.

Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)
I stretched with Justin at Primal. It was awesome, we started off with a light jog around the room, with obstacles and movements thrown in at whim, after a few laps Justin decided he was bored of that and took off down the hallway, I followed him downstairs then outside, where we jogged around the block then cut into the alley and back to the gym. When we headed back inside we dodged a bit and rolled, then continued back upstairs. I heard someone doing crossfit say "what the hell was that".
It's been a while since I felt snow between my toes, and following Justin was really just movement for the sake of movement, it's an incredible feeling and my training hasn't had that in it for a long time.
After the light warm-up we stretched starting at our toes and working up. Time constraints stopped us from really getting through the whole routine so I look forward to tomorrow.
I figured out some problem areas and found out that I need to make it more of a point to drink more water.

Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages
I learned thank you in a couple different languages, but I'll need to make more of a point to do this.

Musical: Listen to only classical music
Listened to some Vivaldi on the car ride. I'm trying to pay more attention to the composers I'm listening to.
Quint at Primal introduced me to ClassicalCat.com along with a Toccata by Bach. I think I could probably learn a lot about classical from him, he really thinks it's tight as hell.

Creative: Practice better penmanship
I've been making more of a point to write, but I need to learn more about it as well.

Emotional: Hug 5 people
I hugged Justin and Janine today, good hugs. While a bit drowsy at the supermarket Janine went to look for a stockboy to look to see if they had any leeks in the back. He came back empty handed so I hugged him and told him it was all right.
More and more I'm realizing that when you hug the world it hugs back : )
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010

2/1/2010

Insight:
This is something I wrote this morning.

For all that a man was he stared at three stones;
he could distantly reflect that these stones sat upon the side of a road;
for he could distantly remember what brought him to these stones.
For all that he was he could tell you of three stones and for all that he wanted;
he wanted nothing more.
He had grown to understand that he knew these three stones.
He had grown to forget about other stones.

Comparative relation can only be achieved by understanding the other side.


By simple understanding from a fixed perspective he could not see any other stones to which he could relate those three
By simple understanding from a fixed perspective he could not see all the sides of the things he valued most
By simple understanding from a fixed perspective he could not see the beauty to the movement he was missing

He has changed, he is no longer complacent with his complacency

He sees distinct value in walking; Immediate value in standing up

There are so many ways down the road; so many choices to make

Intrinsic value can be found in each choice

Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly
Communication ended up interfering with this goal. I was able to wake up when I was supposed to and had enough energy through the day to continuously be awake.

Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)
I didn't stretch

Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages
I didn't further study any languages

Musical: Listen to only classical music
I listened to a lot of classical music. We played a station in the car on the way to DC and were playing stations during most of the day at Primal. We watched an action sequence from "The Tournament" with music playing in the background, it really seemed to make the scene much more epic than the original sounds.
I realized I didn't remember the actual song that was playing while watching the video, so I'm going to pay closer attention to be able to distinguish better different composers.

Creative: Practice better penmanship
I learned today that to write well you are supposed to write from the shoulder and the arm, not the wrist and the fingers. I spent a good amount of time on exercises utilizing this concept. It's hard because I realize that I'll have to put a great deal of effort to learn another way of writing, so that the outcome of not putting effort forth while writing is much more visually appealing and legible.
I'm going to try to write more things more often, I think by practicing what I'm learning and implementing a change that forces a greater importance to legibility I will challenge myself in a way that will improve my handwriting.

Emotional: Hug 5 people
I hugged 5 people: Justin, Janine, Rob, Amanda, and Zac. Technically Zac and I are still hugging. The different hugs had various levels of organic energy, but I made sure that I put enough conscious thought forth to accomplish my goal of hugging 5 people. With Amanda and Justin I noticed that I said hi and then decided it would be a good opportunity to hug.
Hugs are generally pleasant, and maybe the greatest thing about hugs is when you hug someone, you are generally hugged back. It's a warm and nice acknowledgment of each other, it holds a higher standing and allows for a stronger connection.
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February Overview

This month I will be challenging myself with these basic goals
Structural: Sleep 6 hours nightly
Physical: Stretch regularly (min 20 minutes)
Mental: Learn 10 common sayings in 10 different languages
Musical: Listen to only classical music
Creative: Practice better penmanship
Emotional: Hug 5 people

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Overview

Paradigm: a method or model of a way of thinking
Paradigm shift: by experimenting outside of a paradigm the potential arises to change a paradigm. If new evidence is gathered a paradigm must shift to accommodate it.

This is an experiment in thinking different with the greater goal of better understanding and achieving a more complete paradigm

Perhaps the greatest barrier to a paradigm shift, in some cases, is the reality of paradigm paralysis: the inability or refusal to see beyond the current models of thinking.

In this Experiment I will challenge myself to seek value in things that I have not in the past, with the greater goal to achieve a better understanding of not only those things, but what those things have to teach me in better relation to becoming a more complete person.

I hope also, that by illuminating new things to myself, I will subsequently illuminate to myself a better understanding of all that is not illuminated.

I'm looking to emulate things that I don't fully understand, and in that process I hope to adapt them to have them hold a higher place of importance, after adaptation I believe I will be able to better distinguish their value.

I'll be challenging myself to think differently in six disciplines: Structural, Physical, Mental, Musical, Creative, Emotional
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